I'm falling for her songs..

Zee Avi,
A malaysian acoustic singer,
She ain't pretty but she has a nice voice,
and she is young talented on her age of 23.

Since the 1st time I heard "bitter Heart" from the radio,
I started falling for her song.

The day after I heard her song, I had got the album from Rock Corner.

Anyway, Just want to share with you guys of this talent voice.

www.zeeavi.com

Check it out..

Parachute VA - She Is Love

I've been beaten down, I've been kicked around,
But she takes it all for me.
And I lost my faith, in my darkest days,
But she makes me want to believe.


They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
She is Love and she's all I need.
She's all I need.

Well I had my ways, they were all in vain,
But she waited patiently.
It was all the same, all my pride and shame,
And she put me on my feet.


They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
She is love, and she is all I need.

And when that world slows down, dear.
And when those stars burn out, here.
Oh she'll be here, yes she'll be here,
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
She is love, and she is all I need,
She is love, and she is all I need,
She is love, and she is all I need.

It's a silence night..

It's a Sunday's night,

Been busy over the weekend and finally here come to August.

Think about what happened from last year until now,

8 of August, the day that you leave me and it was the day I fall..

Fall from a relationship..

But everything is back to normal as I already puting down whatever happened to me in the past and I guess I had grown to be another person that new to me.

I ain't the person who I used to be,

I like the new me.

And this night, it seen like very quiet through the weekend.

I feel what is the silence mean,

I feel the tired over the weekend,

I think about what what I'm going to do tomorrow,

I think about you...

Road

If I put more effort on it, I think I'm doing what I'm suppose to.

Give me that damn credit, just One.

It sound desperate but I guess there'll be a road for me to take.

Lead me to the right way I should take,

I had learned enough from my mistakes

It's time to take the right road and do the right thing

maybe meet the right person too..

约定，期待

清晨6点，是我们的约定。

早上8点，是我新的一天却是你入梦会周公的时间。

就这样，时间的差距使我们在不同的分秒里过着不一样的生活。

不过，就算再远的距离，只要心还热得我想你我都感受得到。不是吗？

就是这一份约定，让我很期待每天和你倾谈的那60分钟。

也让我期待更多的60分钟，甚至可以看着你的眼睛对你说每一句话。

我珍惜这一份约定，也期待下一个机会。

就算不会有什么结果，但我还是期待。

No entertainment..

It was about 2 weeks ago since I started playing Farm Town in facebook, haha

It’s a cute game and you'll really get addicted into it after a long day play.

So it had become my habit of the day now. haha

Every day when i reached home after work, 1st thing I'll do is to log on to my facebook.

It was because I'm unable to check it when I'm in the office, haiz...why IT wants to blocked those web site.

So as usual, checking friend’s updates, photos, even gossips...haha those are what I do with facebook..

And finally - FARM TOWN, hahaha

I'll check whether those seeds are ready to harvest and visiting those neighbours then seeking some job from other farm to earn coins..

Maybe this help me release my stress after a long day work.

And every time I saw the cute farm, it made me wonder whether did I really been to a farm before. haha Yup, I did but it just passed by during the way to pangkok island, i think it was the farms in Kuala Selangor....So seriously I never step on the farm before or ever do any farms work before... Because I'm a CITY Boy, I live in big city..

But tonight is a bad night, due to my internet connection problem..I'm unable to play farmtowm, it like a boring night to me and I have no entertainment at all.

Anyway, it just a boring post to express my feeling of this boring night..

选择，依靠

选择是困难，但没有选择你就不会去猜测和质疑。

即使到最后你错了，但并不代表失去了机会。

也许体验之后，您的想法就会有所不同。

也就因这样，下一个选择少不了更多的猜测和质疑。

勇敢一点，就算最终点是原点也不要轻易放弃。

一定的依靠，可以让你更有自信。

只要您找到对的依靠，顾虑也就相对的减少。

依靠不一定是基于某人或某事，信仰也是其中之一。

我少了就是一份信仰的依靠。

时间会让我看见我的依靠。

Simply updated

If you ask me how's life going on?

I'll answer you that I'm fine, not really bad but wasn't run too well also..haha

ppl call it - SoSo loh.

haha SoSo loh..

My bro had returned from Aus, happy to see him back.
But once he back he'll ask me about studies stuff..

I also don't know how, haven't decide and no direction for studies at the moment..
give me few more month, let me think of what I really want.
I want to study but there're many thing to concerned about so until now I still haven't have a clear answer of study where or what..

And been sick for awhile, didn't really get well after took those med.. haizz
But still manged to get life moving on.. haha

and I really think what between me & you really ended quietly..haha
It's a good start , i wish...

You know what, I'm drinking wine beside writing this post..haha
it's my gift from my bro which bought form Tasmanian, Australia..
God, I love it so much.. By the way, thank bro for bringing me those gift..

Anyway, I really have to make up my mind this time..
I hate that feeling of regret at the end.

Vie, start planning for your future la..haha

Last, I hope I could see you as soon as possible.
3 months, I will wait for that moment..
See you at tomorrow morning...

Hope this time you're the one I'm looking for....

Ps: I'm falling in love with Hey Monday's song - Candles..great band with great songs

Prelude No 1 & 2

I have 2 more week to practice for my performance on end of this month..

so from today onward, i really have to put more effort on both songs or else...

I can't imagine what could it be for the performance end of this month..

Gambateh !!!

Wish me luck

I had nothing

Nowadays, it seen I'm quite busy with working but actually it just an excuse for me to stay out of alone.

My job can made me concentrate and not to think about what I have in mind,
and I did my best for past few month, will it be still continuous?

Everything seen changing, but I'm still the one who never move.
maybe this is what we call realistic, I'm just a dreamer... a stupid dreamer..

I gave myself those advices and kept on remind myself not to take them again,
but I failed ...

I had nothing...
I'm just a empty shell...

Scar

Every scar has it own story behind,

it might be a sad or happy story..

Just to remember, it tell us their beautiful story..

I guess I had mine also and in the way to return,
I would like myself to stay keep the promises that ever made..

我是想你

有多久没像从前似的想念你，数个月了吗? 我也不懂。

第一次送你到机场，看着你步入登机厅...那是什么感觉?

既然知道你很快就会回来..但这份挂念到底隐藏了什么?

是我想太多了，是我多心了?

我也不想去说服自己了，是对或错终究会回到原点..

也许，目前回到原点的是我 不是我们

但一切就以微笑为前提，只要你，只要我..是快乐的，那就够了。

现在就让我像从前的他，去体会你不在的时候得那份感觉。

即使它不会像以前那样的沉重，但我还是喜欢这种傻傻的等待。

我是想你，我认。

Who are you?

Somehow, until now..

I still don't know what I had did to made myself like this.

I feel empty,
even I'm made myself as busy as i can
even I made up every plans
but none of it could made me feel at least little grateful

I can't feel anything,
I' don't know who I am now..
I dont even know how to differential my feeling

I'm lost and who am I?

Updated

It's been so long never update my blog, sorry for delayed..

I had been staying home for weekend more than 3 week, resting and watching series. haha

And I have a lot of plan coming on,
1st of all, I'm starting my guitar class on coming Wednesday.

Finally I went for registration been waiting for few month due to some financial issue and the fees really killing me.

And, my HK trip on Oct is confirmed.

And, I'm broke.
Currently looking for part time job to cover all my bill and so on,

I got to save more money for coming trip and colleague wedding, mum & dad birthday.
So, I need to start saving from now on.

And it been more than 1 week plus I never go starbucks. damn, i miss it so much
cutting down of cig and coffee, it good for health and my wallet too.

Here is what I've done in last few weeks.

都不知道为什么，原本是一个很好的休息天来养病却搞到我心情超级差。
总之，你你你你是怎么想我不管了。
我只是在做我自己，我不需要你你你你去多说什么。

我只想好好的过生活，你们有什么意见直接跟我讲。
不需要在背后乱发箭。

而且到现在我已经不懂谁是真谁是假.....

如果你觉得这样子你很开心，我可以告诉你。你赢了

今晚，怪怪的

今晚是我第一次见你，

赫然发现我还蛮多话的，说了那么多。

一开始你似乎不多话，慢慢的你开始说了关于你的....

感觉你和我都是同样的人，我说的是背景..

不管了，顺其自然吧。

也不知道为什么，会有点期待你的信息。

我是多心了，怪怪的今晚。

希望你有喜欢和我的第一次见面。

I wish everything will be fine,
the days left of spending with you, I will appreciate it very deeply..

Let me be the one who bring you happiness that you never have before.

To all my dear friends,
whom are down
whom are happy

I wish you guys can be fine as usuall and live your life with colourful and sadless.

Goodnight..

Taylor Swift - White Horse

So you're sorry

That face of an angel

Comes out just when you need it to

And I paced back and forth all this time

Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on and days drag on

Stupid girl, I should have known, I should have known

[Chorus] I'm not a princes, this ain't a fairy tale

I'm not the one to sweep off her feet,

Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down

Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive, Got lost in your eyes

And never really had a chance

My mistake I didn't wanna to be in love

you had to fight to have the upper hand.

I had so many dreams about you and me

Happy endings Now I know

[Chorus] I'm not a princes, this ain't a fairy tale

I'm not the one to sweep off her feet,

Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down

Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees

Begging for forgiveness, Begging for me

Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess,this ain't our fairytale

I'm gonna find someone, someday who might actually treat me well.

This is a big world, that was a small town there in my rear view mirror, disappearing now.

And it's too late for you and your White Horse

Now its too late for you and your White Horse

To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh

Try and catch me now

Oh It's too late
To catch me now.

下雨天 Rainy Days by Nan Quan Ma Ma

下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音 变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替 陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样 等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实 没有我你分不清那些 差别 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过 别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样 等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实 没有我你分不清那些 差别 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过 别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

Rainy Days - Nan Quan Mama

It's raining now, what should I do?
I miss you very much but I don't dare to call you and I can't find the reason to.

Why is the insomnia sound becoming so familiar?
The silent scene has replaced you to accompany me to wait for the rain stop.

Anticipation makes people to become more indulgent [tired].
Who is the same with me? Couldn't wait for his someone.
Loving you, I've learned the taste of loneliness.

Holding the umbrella alone, crying alone, I'm so tired alone.
What kind of rain? What kind of night?
What kind of me will make you miss me more?
How heavy is the rain?
How dark is the night then you will care for me?
Actually, with or without me you cannot see the differences.
The ending cannot be more obvious.
Don't say that you will be sad, don't say you will change.
The one being loved doesn't need to be sorry.

* Every single rainy days, you're the one who I think of because I knew that it was your fav weather...

Updated

Life is still moving on, work and rest is what I'm doing nowsaday.
But it kinda different compared to past, without you I felt empty..

But I'm still living fine, as I told myself I'm not going to be worries by everyone who care about me.And work is increased compared to last time but I feel good with my job as I had really get used to it. And what I plan to acheive is to be accepted for my contributed toward work by my boss.haha

Let's talk about what I done this few month, I knew some new friend and hang out a lot haha. clubbing, sing K, gathering..haha seriously I really had a great time with them and my fellow colleagues.

I went to club quite often but it just to spend my boring saturday'a night. haha and to release those stress from work too but it doesn't mean I'm addited on it. I spend much time with my family nowadays, my lovely mum and dad who really gave me a lot of support when I'm down and hopeless.

I met some new friend and started doing all those plan like reading and improvement of myself. beside that, I want to get myself my 1st car before my 21th birthday.haha hopefully it maybe done before it so I have to start saving. haha

From all of those plan, what I planning to do 1st is to start my guitar class. haha probably go for it end of this month. But all my plan need a lot of money...haiz..

But there were something I missed out like the 2v1g gig at 1U, thank for someone who ffk but it ok haha I guess they will running another gig soon later.

Beside this, I played FB quite often nowaday while I'm free I'll go there to check for those update news..haha And I did a quiz today which is to test whether you're a perfect lover and the result show I'm 100%. haha it kinda unexpected. but somehow I wish I could done more for you so that you couldn't be gone from me. Seriously I miss you so badly but I've told myelf I couldn't do anything anymore as I know you will never want me to do so.

Anyway, I'm just being fine beside those time when thinking of you. haha
That's all for my updated, thanks for those who had viewed my post.